Wishful Thinking – You vs Yesterday
Caught in anguish
He was
Sometimes that’s enough
And he was singing
Somewhere between caffeine and nicotine
You will find me un-entertained and worn out
Pressed to the steps beside my house
We said goodbye one last time
And I sit on the curb and you’re not by my side
Feeling like I’ve lost my shot
As you’re headed for the coast, I’m left here with your ghost
You’re my best friend, you’re my really best friend
And I can’t believe that I’m doing this again
But it’s all for the best, or is it all in my head?
I guess I’m getting used to letting go these days
But I’m trying not to falter, and I’m trying not to break
And if only you could see yourself in my eyes
You’d see you shine, you shine
I know you’d never leave me behind
But I am lost this time
What if the love you deserve is love you never find?
I’ve learned in love and death, we don’t decide
And if only you could see yourself in my eyes
You’d see you shine, you shine
I can hear your laughter on the wind
It breaks through the darkness when I cannot carry on
And I’m sorry I was evil
I’m in trouble from before
Sometimes I feel like other people
I don’t remember anymore